So I began writing this blog Saturday night. I have paragraphs written up about several experiences, beginning from my 16 hour journey down to the Dominincan and ending with how my Spanish is actually allowing me to get to know people here I have never been able to before, and it’s SO good! I have half of this blog hand-written in my journal, half in a word document. I tried to post some of it early this morning, but got distracted by good friends and good conversation. Then I tried to post it this afternoon, and got distracted by new friends and then the internet stopped working, and excuses excuses Rachel, I know. I kept saying “I need to post a blog, I need to post a blog, there are people at home looking for my posts, waiting to hear from me, I need to post a blog” and yet it just didn’t seem to be happening.
I may post what I had previously written at another time, but at the moment, something different is on my heart I want to write about. Our mission team consists of a group of people, drastically different from one another in many ways. Adults, teenagers, Dominican-natives. We span across the United States from California to New York, up into Canada, and down across the Dominican and Haiti. We all come from such different backgrounds and sometimes it becomes difficult for us to coincide as a single, united unit. When you bring together people with varying ideas, values, and passions, there are times when people butt heads, or don’t understand one another’s actions. And we have experienced this as a mission team over the last few days. And it has been a bit challenging at times, trying to figure all these differences out.
However, what I want to write tonight is to my mission team, my peers, my friends, and who I feel also has the title of family in my life. I am in awe of the ability we’ve had thus far to work through some of these difficulties. You all remind me of how important it is to look beyond people’s surface emotions and dive deeper into what may really be bothering or upsetting someone. I am reminded that in times of difficulty, sometimes all it takes to bring everyone together is a good ol laugh
. I am being taught once again (for about the billionth time in my life) that prematurely judging someone only causes me to lose out on a beautiful spirit becoming a part of my life, able to provide insight and knowledge I do not have, but could have shared with this person had I only been receptive.
What is also great to be reminded of is that there’s always time to fix your mistakes, apologize for things you are not proud of, and move forward together with a stronger bond than you ever had before. That is what we have been doing over the last few days, and I am so proud of us figuring our relationships out and growing together as a team, in deeper relationship than before. And as we do this, we are also reminded that what we are down here for is so much greater and beyond us as individuals, that these small tiffs here and there are insignificant compared to the work we are doing.
I love you all more than words are able to describe, and appreciate you all being some of my best and truest friends. I feel like I can grow more here in the DR with you than I can in months and months back home. I learn so much from each of you, and feel wildly loved and accepted by this group…thank you for teaching me, and showing me love and care, and reminding me to be receptive and non-judging, just as Jesus did not judge or discriminate…I will work harder to follow in his ways.
I am reminded that our differences make us who we are, and that diversity in the world is a most precious thing. I am also reminded that the differences we have…they just sometimes don’t seem as important as all the values, beliefs, feelings, experiences, conversations, smiles, hugs, laughter, and tears we share.
Blessings and love to all those following our journey. Tomorrow marks our first day at the schoolhouse with the children…keep us and everyone in your thoughts and prayers.
Love To All…Rach